Listening To Paint It Black While Two Old White Men Talk Loudly In The Library

Photo by Musa Ali Chaudhry

Even edges don’t even out when

all we‘ve ever known was the plague.

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I can’t recall  a time when war

wasn’t looming over our heads.

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The cathode rays of the T/V set

I was married to xxx as a child,

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showing me stories full of rockets in the sky

that would soon rain down and kill us all.

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Commercials for Comet cleaner – powder form

and course on my fingers – imagine the grains on their lips.

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I’m not alive enough to listen to old men rattle on

about all the sour saccharine they shoot in their veins.

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The sound of gravel voices leave rattled wounds

inside my skull, replace my eardrums with rocks.

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So what do we do about all these hostages

we keep locked up in the fucking asylum?

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What do we do when we refuse to stop the saddists

that point new rockets at other children’s heads?

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When the babies are not ours do we wake up

and worry or prepare our torches to burn?


m.e. gamlem is a non-binary queer writer from New Mexico. They are a MFA candidate in the Low Residency MFA program at the University of Nevada, Reno at Lake Tahoe. Their work most recently appears or is forthcoming in The Potomac Review, Mouth Full of Salt, ANARKISS, Dogwater, and Screen Door Review.

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Picture Credits: Musa Ali Chaudhry

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